September 13, 2009

99: Oh

sH*M:
oic
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nad
nd
nad
nad
nad
nad
nAd:
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
pe
sH*M:
saya suke tomok
ahhahahaha
nAd:
hahhahhaha
nice
i ilke that
i love tomok tu
*too
sH*M:
hoi
banyak cantik
xbley2
nAd:
lagu die best
hahhahaha
sH*M:
hahahhaa
kuang ajoooo
nAd:
kih3!!
kuat cemburu btol
hehehe
sH*M:
hahaha
mesti aa
haha
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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Macam mana nak tolong kawan saya yang tengah angau ni?

P/s: Tengah angau gak ni!! Angau kat nasi goreng sotong, beef steak,mee rebus,mee bandung muar,mee udang banjir, ikan siakap 3 rasa, ikan siakan masak kerabu, sotong kerabu, ketam masak lemak, ayam goreng petai. urghh~~

August 29, 2009

98: Poyo?

Someone said I'm not as 'poyo' as before, at least in blogging. In real life, I dont think I have changed anyway. Is it a good or bad sign? Maybe I am becoming matured? Hehe. Not matured yet, but I'm coming to it. "Budak Master la katekan" bak kata Cik Husna Hamidon :P

Anyway, blom amik Master lagi diorang dah panggil aku budak Master skrg ni. Padahal baru je bercadang nk melanjutkan pelajaranku. (Padahal dah kompem sebenanya :P)

Macam poyo je entri ni kn? Sape tadi cakap aku dah x poyo. Ish2

August 23, 2009

97:Master

Harini terasa nak bercerita. Mungkin sebab baru lepas tengok gambar aku dan kawan-kawan masa kat Maahad Muar dulu, gambar lama, tapi kawan aku baru postkan dkt facebook. Rasa rindu pulak kat zaman sekolah2 dulu terutamanya kat Maahad la. Sebab kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar Maahad (dari Form1 - Form3) memang penuh ngan pahit, manis, hitam, putih, kelabu dan macam2 la. Aku pernah jadi seorang 'top student', 'budak skema', 'pengawas yg hampeh' dan juga termasuk dalam kumpulan yang dipanggil 'geng otai'. Haha, nak tergelak pun ada bila teringat betapa taksubnya aku melanggar peraturan2 sekolah masa jadik geng otai tuh.

Boleh dikatakan semua peraturan yang ada aku dah pernah langgar, contohnya; ponteng prep petang, outing tanpa kebenaran, ponteng prep malam, ponteng roll-call, pecah masuk dewan makan waktu malam sebab nak masak nasik goreng,ponteng perhimpunan pagi, ponteng kelas juga tidak terkecuali, dan banyak lagi kot. Dah hampir lupa dah. (Cis, kena ingat balik ni,sayang kalau lupa!) Kalau kesalahan2 kecik macam xlipat tudung,lipat lengan baju,xpakai stokin, dan sebagainya tu xpayah cakapla; x otaila beb kalau xbuat semua tu. Haha. Mesti ramai x sangka yang aku ni macam ni. Hakikatnya, itulah aku pada zaman sekitar tahun 2000-2003. Masa tu jela. Sekarang I dah insaf k. Dah lama x buat kerja2 mcm tu. Rindu betol kat geng2 otai tersebut ~ Mas (my nickname ms zaman itu), Eica, Azah, Wanie, Baie, Eman, Shasha, Biha, Apid, Hana, Fadh dan sape lagi ek? Aku rase ade 13org geng2 kami. Hehe.

Teringat saat kena denda ketuk ketampi depan aspura, kena prep malam dekat dataran asrama dengan berbaju batik gara2 ponteng prep petang. Malu kot masa tu~ siap kena buat karangan "Kepentingan Prep Petang" (Hahahha,lawak gile kalau ingat balik). Pasal karangan ni memang aku xboleh lupa. Sebabnya, karangan aku fail sehinggakan aku terpaksa 'repeat'. Kenapa aku fail? Antara isi2 yang aku tulis, Kepentingan prep petang ialah; 1) Boleh merehatkan minda untuk tido,2) sebagai wadah berkongsi maklumat2, gosip dan tempat mengumpat yang paling efektif dan juga 3) tempat untuk mencuci mata. Daring sungguh aku pada masa itu, cewah. Haha,padan muka kena rewrite esei tersebut. Kih3. Kitorang kantoi prep petang ni pun sebab kitorang dengan selambanya mundar-mandir di aspuri untuk basuh baju, padahal masa tu semua orang kat sekolah sebab ada prep petang! Macam mana la aku boleh seselamba itu?

Dan yang aku paling xboleh blah, semua kesalahan2 itu aku lakukan di saat aku bergelar seorang PENGAWAS. Hehe. Tak malu betol kan~ Nasib baik sekarang ni jadik manusia gak la,kalau tak,haih~ Ape2 pun, aku bersyukur pernah merasa semua tu, sekurang2 nya ada jugak kenangan yang boleh buat aku tersenyum :)


Gambar ni diambil masa tahun 2002 (kalau x silap la). Carikla aku yang mane.Hehe.

96: Oh I hate this kind of feeling

:(

August 22, 2009

95: 1 Ramadhan 1430H

Semoga Ramadhan ini mengukuhkan Cinta- cinta yang ada.
Terutamanya Cinta Yang Satu itu.
Selamat Berpuasa dan Beribadat semua :)

July 23, 2009

94:One and a half year more to go


I will be fine. (Hopefully)


_________________


Dah lame rupanya x update blog, lately agak busy dgn kehidupan sebagai final year final sem student sampaikan mood untuk menulis dah tenggelam bersama ke'busy'an itu. Ceh,poyo je padahal ade je masa untuk tengok movie, main facebook..Hehe. Entahla, mungkin sebab dah kurang 'perasaan' or maybe takde langsung. Dulu aku rancak menulis sebab hidup ni penuh ngn 'perasaan', tu yang aku berkobar2 menulis to express my feelings, opinion and etc. Haha. Complicated betul. Dah lame x tulis blog pun boleh ade sebab yg Complicated mcm ni.
Gambar kat bawah ni saje nak letak. Mase ni convofair tahun bape ntah, year bape pn xsure tapi yg penting kitorg still muda lagi la (skrg pun muda ok). Baru dpt gambar2 lame dari shima since haritu pc format, dah xsimpan sume gambar2.

Sem ni last leh spend masa camni ngan korang.Uhu.

May 27, 2009

93: Kosong

Saat-saat begini, aku begitu merindui kawan-kawan, suara gelak tawa diorang yang tak jemu2 mengenakan antara satu sama lain. Hehe. Dan aku rindu sangat2 famili yang dah lama sangat tak jumpa. Memang, ada dia yang meneman, terima kasih :). Tapi aku sedar, hidup ini takkan lengkap tanpa mereka semua.

2 hari lagi dan aku perlu TABAH.
Ya Tuhan, permudahkanlah urusanku.Amiin.

May 05, 2009

92: Women

They're complicated. Believe me or not. Sometimes, I dont even understand myself. Why I did this, why I did that, why I felt this way and why I felt that way. Sometimes, thing as small as an ant can be as big as an elephant, at a specific moment and situation. Sometimes I can be mad at almost anything. Sometimes I can feel sad because of a really stupid thing. And sometimes, I can feel nothing at all.

Is that sounds complicated enough?Hehe.

P/S: Just my opinion. Not all women are like that.Hehe.

May 04, 2009

91:No more presentation

Just finished my Final Year Project's oral presentation. Alhamdulillah. Yeayy,sudah boleh study dgn tenang :)

May 01, 2009

90: Datagram

"What I see in you Nadiah it that you are such a lifeless person", said Dr Sumathi. "Dont you think so?" Now she asked my friends and they just laughed their heads out. Grrr,siapla korang!

" You are such a person who will stay calm and cool, let say there is a bomb exploded next to you... Your presentation's content was good but all that you need is to be more passionate and enthusiastic. Your presentation was persuasive enough but you yourself is not persuasive " Yeah, I've heard this before. Heartless, senseless, now lifeless. Hehe. I just smile to her, that's me Dr. Maybe I can change but I need time. Hehe.


"However, you did improve a lot since your first presentation."

Thank you Dr Sumathi, my Professional Communication Skill's lecturer. You're such a wonderful lecturer. Eventhough PCS seemed to be the most stressful class at first with 4 presentations, at last it emerged to be my best class in this semester or perhaps during my study in UTP. I learned to build up my confidence and communication skill and I managed to overcome my fear and nervousness! Thanks to such a wonderful lecturer and classmates :)

Fear of PCS class? Make it enjoyable, participate in every activity and think that everyone is learning, so there's no harm of making mistake,right? Forget about afraid of not getting good grades, just do the best to improve ourselves. Hehe. All da best sapa2 yang bakal amik PCS :)


April 28, 2009

88: 3 Tahun


ku tutup mataku
dari semua pandanganku
bila melihat matamu
kuyakin ada cinta ketulusan hati

yang mengalir lembut
penguasa alam
tolonglah pegangi aku
biar ku tak jatuh

pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk
dan menyesatkan cintaku
andaikan ku bisa
lebih adil pada cinta kau dan Dia

aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
ku tak luput dari dosa
biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
takdir cinta harus begini
oh tuhan suburlah hatiku
Takdir Cinta
by Rossa
(lyric modified by author)

April 27, 2009

87: Sampai Syurga

"Kenapa asyik sedih-sedih je kat blog tu?"

"Takpela, dah memang asyik sedih je selalu.."

"Tulisla yang happening2 sket"

"Ala, blog tempat tulis yang sedih2 la, kalau yang happy2 buat pe nak tulis, baik terus cerita kat orang lain..kan2"

"......"

"Hehe.."

April 26, 2009

86: Butterscotch

Saya cuba kawal tapi akhirnya kalah jugak. Perit bila terpaksa berpura-pura demi nak menjaga hati orang lain. Pura-pura gembira, pura-pura bahagia, pura-pura tak kisah dan pura-pura tak cemburu.

Saya boleh buat semua tu,tapi sampai bila?

April 14, 2009

85: Angkut-angkut

It has been a while. Akhirnya,dapat jugak sign in ke blogger ni after a 'while' di block oleh encik UTP yang bijak pandai. Rasional betol tindakan mem'block' Google dan website-website yg related to Google. Tak paham sungguh..

Macam-macam aktiviti sem ni, rupanya dah nak final dah.. Cepat nya masa berlalu..

Volleyball, netball, futsal, sukaneka dan next event.. Dinner Batch. Aktif sungguh my batch. Ehe.

Hope that this sem will end with a happy ending. For all. Insya Allah.

March 25, 2009

I dont care anymore
I even care 100 times more..

It's up to you to do whatever you wish
Please, what you're doing is hurting me..

I dont need you
But I miss you.. and us

I have others who really care
I still hope you'll still do care..

I had given up on you the day you really test my limit
The more I hate you, the more I realize how important you to me

I dont have any regret
I felt like losing one piece of my life

You wont affect my life at all, sorry..coz I'm strong!
My life wont be the same..


Ego..does it worth?

March 07, 2009

84:Rindu

Your Mother
by Yusuf Islam

Who should i give my love?
My respect and my honour to?
Who should i pay good mind to after Allah(sw) and Rasul-Allah?
Comes your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
And then your father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothe you?
Who used to feed you
And always be with you?
When you were sick, stay up all night
Holding you tight?
That`s right no other, my mother

Who should i take good care of,
Giving all my love?
Who should i think the most of after Allah(sw) and Rasul-Allah?
Comes your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
And then your father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk?
Who used to hold you,
Before you could walk?
And when you fell, who`d pick you up?
Clean you cut?
No one but, your mother

Who should i stay right close to?
Listen most to?
Never say no to after Allah(sw) and Rasul-Allah?
Comes your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
And then your father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes?
Comb your hair and blow your nose?
And when you cried who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears? Who really cares?
My mother

Say alhamdulilllah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah for my mother

February 26, 2009

83: Ikhwan

Aku jatuh chenta dengan ini budak~ Ikhwan, anak Kak Hawa, our beloved lab technician a.ka. 'supervisors' utk sume budak2 EE final year.

Asyik teringat dia je sejak jumpa dia kat rumah Kak Hawa petang tadi. Sangat hyperactive,ceria,riang-ria dan sangat2 menghiburkan mata yang memandang. Oh Ikhwan, tahu tak anda sangat comel?Geramnya T_T

Bayangkan, dia belum boleh bercakap, cuma leh keluarkan bunyi2 yang pelik sebab dia sangat suka utk bercakap dan menyanyi~ tapi berat dia dah 17kg. Sangat mantap dan sihat~geram lagi T_T

Lagi satu, dia ni minat sangat ngan AF, kalau mak dia nyanyi lagu AF, dia akan menari yang sangat excited sampai terpusing2, last2 dia yang pening..memang sangat hyperactive ini budak! Wuu bila lagi kita akan bertemu..T_T

February 24, 2009

82: Rapuh

detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidupku

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu


maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dada kuharap hanya
diriMu yang bertakhta


detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu


Rapuh,
by Opick

Lagu ni sangat best~ sila cuba dengar dan hayati..
Sedih.

February 23, 2009

81:Luar biasa


Rumetku memang kejam.
Dah hobi aku nyanyi dalam bilik sambil pasang headphone kuat-kuat, dia tak boleh terima plak.
Since she knew that I wont listen to her talking all the bad things IN FRONT of me while I was singing , then she wrote that note and flashed it in front of me while I was busy 'recording' my album.
Kureng nye rumet~
Dan lepas tu, kami seperti biasa, bertumbuk-tumbuk sikit, aku tolak dia dan dia tolak balik, aku pulas tangan dia dan dia pulas tangan aku balik, aku sekeh kepala dia dan dia tak dapat sekeh balik sebab kurang ketinggian! Haha..rumet2

You Play it Cool
You're not in your face, smokin' hot... and it's all by design
You have a carefully crafted cool persona, leaving everyone wanting to know just a little more.